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3rd day had only passed the first half of 2008 and I am in the verge of a break down.

issues after issues and problems, complaints, Gossips and Rumors started hovering around me. There is alot of rumors about promotion, merger, bonus etc in the company.

I had enough problem on my own, a unreachable target and a huge size of stock to clear, staffs starting to show uninterested behavior and bosses weighing on me.

being working for years in the company but the end result is not to my expectation, you can said i am a dreamer. But aren`t everything started from a dream? I tried to do the best of my effort to keep everything flowing, work till the end of the nite and starting early in the day.

well, like colleague once told me, we are just working for money. life isn`t all about the company you know! if the payment is not up to expectation with my work, then time to do something more worth it.

thinking about it, I had finally enlighten about the meaning of his words. for the next 1 and a half years, i am going to do drastic changes to my life, by starting to continue and pursuit my studies, giving a well maintain family lifes.